Thursday, January 20, 2011

Into the River.



Fly fishing has become one of my favorite times to get away with God. Usually its the old man in movies that goes fly fishing to get away from his wife and to find peace and quiet, but here I am at age 25 retreating to the river to clear my head. Theres something organic and enchanting about being able to escape it all and get into the river.

I had a friend in college named Jonathan Hull. Whenever I asked J Hull, "How are you doing?" He would always respond, "Im in the river man." He was neither a hippie or a drug addict. He was/is one of the few young men that genuinely understood that God is the best thing for our lives. He also knew that to ultimately understand what God is up to and truly see God do big things, we have to let go of control and let God guide us. Whenever he would respond to my question that way it would always make me smile because I could tell that he was truly just letting God guide him. And the key to this was JHull had given up control.

Control has always been something that I struggle with. I have always felt that if something was going to happen then I was going to have to the one who forced or controlled it to happen. This has been an essential flaw in my life. There cant be and growth in life, ministry, or relationships with me controlling their every move. There has to freedom and trust for those to blossom.

Control, in my life atleast, has been just a symptom of the real issue, fear. Fear of failure, hurt, transparency, losing control not just by other people, but ultimately by God. I was reading in my Bible the other day and I came across a scripture that has been given to me in the past, but heard so much that it became stale to me,but this time it hit home. "There is no fear in love, but perfect love casts out fear." 1 John 4:18 Another friend of mine told me once that, "Fear is the faith of evil. God is love. The two cannot co-exist. One has to take control."

Since then it has been a constant though and intentional progression to trust God more and love HIm more deeply. I am not perfect at all, but am releasing control more and more everyday and letting God perfect His love within me. Maybe that is why I love fly fishing so much. Its my way to get away from the noise and into the river.


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Friday, September 10, 2010

A Stream in the desert.



I was reading a devotional that my girlfriend gave me called STREAMS IN THE DESERT the other day and God laid it out plain and simple. Its been a while since I have heard His voice so definitively speaking into my life. He is stripping me of my ability to do it without Him. My whole life if something has happened then I have just pulled myself up by my boot straps and gone to work. Where that is an honorable trait to have, thats not what God wants. I have never learned to really just lean on Him and His strength... to just accept the fact that He has already won. He has already conquered. He is.

Honestly, its as if Pandora's Box has been opened. The other fold to this lesson is learning not to cry out when I am going through a tough time, "God save me!" But to breathe and ask God what it is He would have me to learn.

Its kind of funny, at the age 25 that I have been complaining about feeling as if God has been just taking me in circles for three years. Every time I would find myself in need I would react in anger or complete brokenness on the verge of a mini depression almost, where I wouldnt accomplish anything for days at a time. For three years I reacted instead of responding to the call of God to come closer, to be a student, to grow in my strength in the Lord, to be Fathered.

Its as if a vail has lifted and I am learning to dance in the storm unafraid of getting dirty. There has to be an acceptance of getting dirty to really appreciate the cleanliness that comes from getting closer to God.

As far as TRAIL goes, things are blowing up; its incredible the difference I have been able to see as I learn to hold the ministry with an open hand. I am leaving Monday morning to head into the woods for a week on a scouting trip in the Chattooga River Area. We have three trips planned for the Spring of 2011.

God is really pouring out His vision and His blessings on TRAIL. Starting October 10th around 250 letters of support are hitting the mail. We are praying in and believing for $30,000 in 30 days. We are calling the $30k in 30. Its a huge step for us, but to a God that holds the infinite amount of money and support in His hand, whats $30k?

I honestly havent been so excited and so nervous about anything in my life. I have been convicted a few times because I will catch myself praying not in belief that God is going to do it but praying that I wouldnt lose heart if we dont raise all $30k. When that happens, God reminds me that there is no fear in love and that fear really is the "faith" of evil. The Board of Directors and I have prayed over this number and feel this is where God is leading so we a running after His call because He has set us free. (Psalm 119:32)

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Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Its All About the Little Moves


Sometimes I feel like life is at a stand still and nothing that I am doing is effecting the long-term goal of my life. I see this friend and that friend doing huge great things with their life and celebrate with them and then as soon as I am alone I wonder when it will be my turn? When I get to call everyone to have them celebrate with me? This has been a recurring theme in my life in the last year or so. I dont mean to be all "woe is me" or anything just trying to be transparent.

These thoughts were running rampant in my everyday until about a month ago when I was reading in my Bible. Philippians 3:14, "Daily, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." I sat there for a moment and let it sink in....

I keep waiting for the big moment to happen where everything makes sense and my life is figured out, but thats not the way it happens. "Daily, I press..." Pressing towards a mark doesnt mean to take one big jump and make it all the way to the goal. What it resonates to me, is that I am going to have to take steps to complete a goal. There isnt a shortcut to take, an easy button to push, or magic genie that pops out and gives me three wishes.

If I am going to complete something, and do it right, I have to take it one step at a time and make sure each step helps me take the next step to achieving my purpose. Its like going climbing. Climbers dont stand at the bottom of a rock face and do some kind of awesome Matrix style super jump to the top. They strategically plan out their route making sure that they are taking the small steps to achieve their goal.

This is what I have been dealing with for a while now with TRAIL. I felt like I was just chasing my tail around in circles. But this scripture reminded me to press on that God is with me and He is peeling back the layers. And when all the small steps have been taken it will be time. "Daily, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."

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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Get Involved

I know youre sitting at your computer right now thinking, "TRAIL is such a cool ministry. How I could help those guys out?" So let me answer this question for you.

TRAIL has many ways for you to get involved.

1. Tell everyone you know about what God is doing through TRAIL

2.Go to the College Pastor and Lead Pastor of your ...church and tell them about TRAIL and that you think they should get in touch with us OR send us their information and we will call/email them

3. Send us some contact information for young men 18- 24 years old that you think would be interested in growing deeper in their walk with the Lord

4. Pray. This is the single most important thing you could do for us.

5. Send us cookies :) Just throwing it out there

We pray that you experience God in a new way today!

For the freedom of our hearts,

Chachi Avirett
Executive Director
www.trailministries.com
chachi@trailministries.com
478-575-0114

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Wednesday, March 17, 2010

a moment of clarity


I just wanted to share with you what God has been laying on my heart. Hes really been rockin me about tithing and giving.
A friend of mine gave me a book called the Go-Giver and I read it in about two hours. The books main focus is learning to give more than you receive. This is something that I struggle with. Often times I think that I am entitled to a great life because of all the "work" I am doing for God. However, that is the wrong approach to life.God didnt invite me to start TRAIL with Him so that I could receive, but rather give more. He has called me to TRAIL because He knows how many lives this is going to change for eternity.

He didnt place this vision and passion on our hearts so that we could be able to provide a great life for ourselves, but that through TRAIL we could provide an opportunity for our lives to be poured out and to give young men across the nation( the world one day) the chance at the life that they were created for.

So when we pray, let us pray that God will pour us out. Let us pray that we find new ways to give of ourselves, in prayer, time, life, money, and love. When we start to give more than we receive then we will see the Kingdom being expanded through TRAIL and we wont be able to stop the blessings on the ministry. God didnt bring us together to expand our lives but to expand His love and His kingdom.

Tithing isnt something that I have been doing because I needed every penny that was coming in just to make ends meet. But what I was doing was robbing God of the opportunity to provide for me. He provided my needs even when I didnt give. But He doesnt want to just make my ends meet. God delights in me( and you) and wants to dump blessings on me. I just have to trust and believe that He is greater than anything in this world.

Pray for me in these areas. And I will pray for you as well. Peace.





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Monday, February 8, 2010

LOVE. UNQUESTIONED



"So long as we imagine that it is we who have to look for God, we must often lose heart. But it is the other way about; He is looking for us." God's daily relentless pursuit of our heart start with a sunrise.

Here is Soren Kierkegaard’s version of the story:

Suppose there was a king who loved a humble maiden. The king was like no other king. No one dared breathe a word against him, for he had the strength to crush all opponents. And yet this mighty king was melted by love for a humble maiden. How could he declare his love for her? In an odd sort of way, his kingliness tied his hands. If he brought her to the palace and crowned her head with jewels and clothed her body in royal robes, she would surely not resist—no one dared resist him. But would she love him?

She would say she loved him, of course, but would she truly? Or would she live with him in fear, nursing a private grief for the life she had left behind? Would she be happy at his side? How could he know? If he rode to her forest cottage in his royal carriage, with an armed escort waving bright banners, that too would overwhelm her. He did not want a cringing subject. He wanted a lover, an equal. He wanted her to forget that he was a king and she a humble maiden and to let shared love cross the gulf between them. For it is only in love that the unequal can be made equal. (as quoted in Disappointment with God )

To really learn to love God, we have to learn to embrace everything that He offers us. He doesn't offer a life filled with fear and regrets. He offers a relationship filled with love and interdependence.

The hardest part for me to accept is His shameless freedom. He doesn't just take my sin and rearrange it to make it more manageable. When Jesus died on the cross, that was God violently dealing with and completely eliminating my debt of sin! My sins tell me to be ashamed and to be condemned. His blood COMMANDS me to be free!

There has never been any kind of love deeper than the love of God for me. He allowed His Son to die so I could live. His passion for my heart and life can never be questioned.

T.R.A.I.L.

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Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Morning Reflections


I hadn't made the time to really spend some intimate time with the Lord in a while. I would pray and talk to Him, but all surface level stuff, no new ground being broken. I was doing just enough to get by. I felt as if I was just drifting with no certain direction, no certain purpose, and with certainly no joy. Anyone who talked to me knew it as well. I was as irritable as a hungry baby. The only explanation I could come up with was that my feelings and attitude were a direct reflection of the amount of time I spent with the Lord. We can do all the things we want in the physical realm, but until we invite the Lord (spiritual realm) to lead us, we won't get anywhere.

So, this week I decided to get up and spend an hour every morning praying and drinking coffee with the Lord. It's not like it has been the easiest thing to do, by any means, but the difference it has made in my life is incredible! I am a different person completely.

I know this is an extremely elementary idea and learned principle to a growing and alive Christian's walk, but making God a priority and allowing Him to have control and take the lead on every day has been a life changing experience. Before, I would do my quiet time whenever I could "get to it", but I never would get to it.

God is a leader who doesn't just want the power. He already has it. He wants us to be amazing at everything we do, but we cant do it without him. I went to a camp in Colorado this summer and on one of the walls was a quote by one of their guides who was killed in a tragic rafting accident, but it is the perfect example of the life that God offers to us when we surrender ourselves and each day to Him.

"I want to be wild and good, irrational but at the same time rational, rebellious but helpful, dangerous but an ally. i don't want to be tamed by society. I just want to be free to choose GOOD over evil, CHRIST over paganism, LOVE over lust, HEALTH over indulgence, SACRIFICE instead of self-centeredness, STRONG instead of weak in all areas. I want to be a man because I want to be, because I am and I love it! I am conforming though, to just the beautiful way God made me." - Josh Lantz

T.R.A.I.L.